You don't have to know who I am or what I am . I'm just a girl who created a tumblr to express her feelings toward peoples around her . It's hurt so bad . She just don't care anymore .
I don’t like fighting with you.It’s making me sad and grumpy.But you always make me have an excuse to fight with you.I read you facebook wall with those bitches , you guys are like making fun of me and its not even funny.I don’t care if you guys are like saying that I’m just jealous or something but I’m really dissapointed than him.It is so annoying.And whats make it more annoying is he treat me like FUCK.Why am I so stupid for staying ?! Why am I so weak :|
Of course I want my friend back.
After all the things we’ve been through , I think we both have changed . But right here , right now , I’m just gonna talk what I feel and why I want to be your friend . We’ve been friend since last year , we’re getting close at the end of 2009 . Then 2010 , we’re getting even closer . And to be honest , you are the bestest friend I ever had although sometimes we fought over some silly things , I still love you . You treat me nice , even nicer than how my boyfriend treat me . You are like better than him . You are cool . And who said you’re not understanding ? I know you always act like blur but deep inside , I know you understand me . You got a million way to make me laugh and you know how to cheers me . You keep my secrets . And a good listener ? Hey , it’s okay if you’re not a good listener . I am not a good listener too . You know , you always listen to me but I barely listen to you . I know I’m a bad friend . I don’t deserve you . I don’t blame neither you nor your mother . I know I’m just bad . Many people will walk in and out of you life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere. And you are my diamonds . And I have a lot more to say but I won’t because I almost cry now . So goodbye , I love you , xoxo <3
I meant it all & every part, and every word right from the start. Cause you know you broke the hardest part, you know you broke the hardest heart.
(via missinnocentgirl)
